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Just got back from shopping & I’ve been listening to Kevin Rudolf’s CD “In the City” on replay all week. If you want, check out Livin it Up and She Can Get it…or hell just listen to the whole CD if you have the time because it’s awesome.

I’m sure you guys are all busy with school and midterms. I wrote 4 of mine and have one more to go. So far I my lowest and highest exam scores are 89% and 93% so I’m happy with what I have and will try my best to keep my grades rather than yakking about how I don’t get anything. I usually goof off too much by joking around and saying really random crap to make people laugh to the point where I forget that I do in fact get most of the material.

Sometimes I have to say something off because for example my Arabic class is so dry that I like to keep track of the number of times our teacher clears her throat and what the hell the girl in front needs binoculars for in order to keep myself from falling asleep. We have this bionic girl who sits in the front row and suddenly pulls out half a binocular, presses it against her left eye and surveys the board for a while before snapping her head back and scratching down what she just saw. It’s like the terminator-I’ll-be-bak look and it makes for great entertainment. But the point is, one 6th grader kid walks up to our row of idiots as we’re discussing who’s going to keep score of the girl or the teacher and then asks us how we did on our exam. Out of the group I did the worst with an 80 and the rest were 90 and up so the kid stares at us giggling 13-15yr olds in disbelief and goes “Hmm….I got lower….HOLY SHIT IM AN IDIOT!!!!”

That guy later joined us in on the scheme of figuring out that girl by offering to bring a lazar pointer and keep in on her all class just to mess with everyone like he did in math, yeah we are tres mature.

Besides that, everything is pretty much alright. I’m learning to man up this semester, going to bed on time (8 or more hours of sleep), eating a much better diet (fish, vegetables and nuts) and going to the gym to run off any stress I may have left over. Last semester I only had 3-5 hour of sleep a day pale looking, over- caffeinated, thin wreck and now I’ve decided to pay attention more to my health. So far it’s been working, I’m getting my work done on time, am not forgetting important dates and even have time to listen to music, shop and go online for a bit. Somehow I’ve managed to keep it together tantrum free and that’s a cause for celebration!!

Oh and one more thing for the lovley xxmiss-nyxiexx:

Ok so here's the deal every Sports Day (A whole day dedicated to sports) since 15 years has been held at the HEEEUGGE football stadium beside our school.
Junior High & High School would be togehter and were divided into four teams
-Awal (Blue ---ME!---)
-Aradous (Red)
-Tylos (Yellow)
&- Delmon (Green)

and basically like everyone would be either one of those four and i'm awal :)
So for all the sports days that past Awal (blue//my team) would always win because we had the stongest people but this year.... its different.

1- It's being held in school
2- High School and Junior High aren't together (seperate days)
3- There are no longer Awal, Aradous, Tylos , and Delmon

Each class would have to go into sports day IN SCHOOL with their classes
like i'm in grade 8 so i'd be like with my class 8B competing against 8A, 8C, 8D, & 8E VS. the grade 7's and 6's so it's basically every class for itself :S
So like the P.E coaches said that we had to talk to our homeroom teachers and like plan what we're going to wear (we all have to look the same)
So basically all of Grade 8 decided to make soccer jerseys with our team name on the front and our name on the back.
So our classes name was either going to be
-DoErks
-Gozangas
-Unknown
-Warriors
-Heroes
Personally I was rooting for DoErks but in the end we were called "Thambootha"

So yea our class decided on having a fuschia pink, and black jersey with Thambootha on the front and our name on the back :)
& Our class were the only class who is wearing pink along with another color because all the guys in the other classes thought it was gay but the guys in our class are mature and besides "IT TAKES A REAL MAN TO WEAR PINK!!" so yeaaa... just wanted to have y'all updated

Oh and yea i broke up with my boyfriend two weeks ago and JUST got back together with my ex :)
So yea life is goood :P

It’s about 2am and the house is shaking from the wind.

I don’t know what kind of freak of nature gusts they are but I’m sure the dog house will come rolling through the window and tomorrow I’ll wake up in the backyard all like “Follow the yellow brick road!” with the little munchkin men serenading me. Even my dog can’t seem to man it out and keeps anxiously moving from one place to the next in hopes of finding a quieter spot. Much like me.

Whenever I head this wind it’s like a mental playback of last year's camp. We were all nervous, giggly, excited and childishly dumfounded at the thought of having a camp dance. We got our hair and makeup done wearing heals and dresses just about to go outside to have our farewell dance when the wind picked up just like this until it got heavier and heavier. The only way I can describe it is like a tropical storm in the middle of the prairies with trees leaning over just about touching the ground, everything outside the window turning green and hazy in a matter of seconds and about 5 of us in the cabin too confused to realize that we were in the middle of a tornado. We had 2 trees crash about 8 feet from our cabin, and had they landed on it then the roof would have been shattered and I don’t know what could have happened from there. The rain and roar of the wind were so loud that it somehow turned to silence, like when too much is going on in your mind that you don’t hear a thing. For a while we stood motionless until someone ran in and told us to hide in the bathroom because it was the safest place to be until a van came to get us.

Walking outside to our ride we were all shaken and it was dark even though just a few minutes ago I saw the sun. To the side were more tall fallen trees, one hanging over our cabin, two others having crashed into the newest cabin and shattered the side of the roof. I don’t know what happened to the boats in the dock, I didn’t look,

All of us delusional 13 year olds were evacuated into one room aka the mess hall under candle light as we subbed and wondered if it was over. We didn’t get a farewell dance, we didn’t get to call our mommy, but we did get a good dose of reality. That night we changed into hoodies and sweats, got a car, blasted its stereo and had a big campfire. One guy working there sang and strummed on his guitar as we all sat slouching watching the flames while for the first time realizing that everything was going to change soon and spin us in different directions.

I guess this kind of memory is bitter sweet, scary, eternal, and is my overall definition of camp fun complete with all the twists and turns involved along with the ones that follow.

I want my body to be burried in my backyard, so that my family would never forget me :S

Haha nice i would reply with something like "Megan Fox or Jessica Alba" but that's just not me i would never consider changing my sexual identity for anyone let alone a celebrity :P
So that's no one for me.

Alrightyy so since I’m feeling nice and semi-sane, I’ll let you in on how I found Narnia this afternoon.

This year (weirdly enough) I signed up for online physcology classes and this time it was being held at a university nearby. Now the youngest age to join is 16 and so ... i'm 13 and yea... well :S So I still attended, trying to pass for a 16 year old. Now because I have a short attention span and never get around to check where i'm supposed to go in the , I end up with adventures when going to look for them on the day they start.

Today I got owned hard by the Philosophy building. I had my schedule in hand; marched through a series of tunnels with confidence, down the hall, turned right looking extra intellectual (you know, among the suspected universiteers) and BOOM ended up in a little lunch room. At first I was like “Maybe this class is just causal, people need to kick it once in a while…but wtf why is that kid eating chips?! God I’m not even hungry enough to play along…”

That’s when I realized that my paper said hall C while I was in hall A. Checking my watch I was already late so I had to cave and ask for directions and admit to the guy that I was a 13 year old who wasn’t intrested in physcology at all but my mother had forced me (fail). Nice guy walked me to the class as I tried to keep track of doors and tunnels before I arrived at a very claustrophobic room, turned around and realized BEHOLD there were no more chairs to sit on.

By the time I took a seat, the room started to look green and taller than usual as I realized in how narrow and pale it was. For some reason the teacher wasn’t using his indoor voice and kept roaring something in the distance about philosophy while I tried to focus. It was crammed, I almost felt like I was sitting on the kid’s lap and that I should formally apologize to my backpack for engraving it into my leg.

Before I knew it we had spend an hour arguing about opinions and psychology , one kid said his life sucked and the other bunch were just as confused as I was. That’s when I walked out the door, made a wrong turn and went off to Narnia. Honestly I swear on the bones of my dead hamster that the doors, signs and STRAIWAYS were all unfamiliar. A sign that read “LINK TO ICT BUILDING” lead to a dead end as I passed by a dude with a horse’s body, Will & Jayda, the Duggars, your grandma, ten tiny invisible pink rats…but I still couldn’t find the stupid tunnel!!

Eventually after I hit a factory looking basement type of thing my brain kicked into gear and I found a way out…somehow. Lesson in life: make sure you know where your classes are or face doom.

Lastly before I go, I want to know if you heard about what happened to the Brazilian model Mariana Bridi. After reading her story I felt pretty stupid for complaining about the pettiest things. I usually don’t care about big headlines as much as I did about this poor girl. I think if you’re having a bad day or feel like nothing is going your way it would be worth to google her and maybe realize just how much you do have. It shook me up but I’m glad for it because it made me stop and think.

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1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?

Still Waiting- Sum 41

2.How would you describe yourself?

Chopped n Screwed- T-Pain (LMAOOOOOOOOOXD)

3.What do you like in a girl/guy?

Kiss Me Thru The Phone- Soulja Boy

4.How do you feel today?

Angel In The Night- Basshunter

5.What is your life's purpose?

Live Your Life- T.I ft Rihanna (Ironic Much?)

6.What is your motto?

I Write Sins not Tragedies- Pan!c at the Disco

7. What do your friends think of you?

Womanizer- Britney Spears (Just take out the W&O ;)

8. What do you think of your parents?

The Hell Song- Sum 41

9.What do you think about very often?

I'll Be Your Sunset- A Rocket To The Moon

10.What is 2 + 2?

Run To The Hills- Iron Maiden

11.What do you think of your best friend?

Gotta Be Somebody- NickelBack

12.What do you think of the person you like?

Untouched- The Veronicas

13.What is your life story?

Time Is Running Out- Muse

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?

Mannequin- Britney Spears (NOT TRUE!!)

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?

Touch My Hand- David Archuleta

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?

We Will Not Go Down- Michael Heart

17.What will they play at your funeral?

Now You're Gone- Basshunter (:S)

18.What is your hobby/interest?

Nine In The Afternoon- Pan!c at The Disco

19.What is your biggest fear?

Church- T-Pain

20.What is your biggest secret?

Iris -GooGoo Dolls

21.What do you think of your friends?

Dreaming With A Broken Heart- John Mayor

22.What will you post this as?

My Own Worst Enemy- Lit

23.What song would you play during your first/next time having sex?

Secret Valentine- We The Kings (Nice Choice ;)

If you dress nicley, he says you're a snob.
If you dress sexy, he says you're a slut.
If you argue with him, he says you're stubborn.
If you're quiet, he says you're stupid.
If you call him, he says you're needy and clingy.
If he calls you, he says you should be grateful.
If you don't love him, he'll try to win you over.
If you love him, he'll leave you.
If you don't fuck him, he'll say you don't deserve him.
If you do, he'll say you're easy.
If you tell him your problems, he'll say you're irritating.
If you don't, he'll say you don't trust him.
If you lecture him, he'll say you're a bitch.
If he lectures you, it's because he "cares".
If you break a promise, you can't be trusted.
If he breaks it, he had to.
If you cheat, he'll expect it to be over.
If he cheats, he expectss to be given another chance.

Plus we had to write this poem in english class so i don't know i guess i was just a bit... depressed? But luckily my depression got me an A

Lost

Lost in a world, that scares me to death,
Lost in a crowd I’m losing my breath,
Lost as a kid, lost as an adult
I feel everything is falling apart and its my fault
Lost as a person, cant find my way
Lost in life every day, Lost in worry
Who am I?
I’ve lived a Lie
Lost to Kindness,
Lost to Love
Lost in the sky,
Like a lonely dove
Lost in thought which I shouldn’t do
It Winds me up,
I can’t get through
Lost to comfort all kind words
Lost to advice that isn’t heard
Lost to those who really care?
All these people always there
Lost in Me, I need a break
Lost in wonder which road should I take?
Lost in a place I don’t know well
Where are you now? There’s no one to tell
Lost here all alone To break these walls
Lost in mind
Lost in soul
Lost memories, there just a hole
Lost family, lost my place
Still yet I’m full of hate
Lost in boredom think I’ll leave
There’s a lot in life I need to achieve


And yes i really wrote that ALL by myself :)

So ends the first week of the new semester, behold, but surprisingly the most dramatic thing that happened this week is a little gem I like to call a family meltdown.Yesterday my father blew up at me which caused a show and a half including random cursing until i did the logical and refused to deal with him. I like to call it family bonding time.

The spark that caused the fire which lead to all the trees of decency to crumble into ashes of HATE (oh that one was poetic) was an issue with my dog. I have a Siberian Husky named Demon who is 3 years old and the source of trouble when he runs outside without a leash on. Inside the house and in the backward he’s a little furry, shedding angel who’ll come your way when you call him and do your basic commands. You tell him sit, stay, jump, heal, whatever and he’ll do it wagging his tail and waiting to bite your nailpolish off when you throw him a treat.

The problem starts when he gets outside without anything holding him back. It’s like if there’s a crack in the door and he manages to escape like the great Houdini, he’s gone for about 5 hours. Because my dad hates when that happens, he lets it continue without going to look for him since the dog will run even farther if you follow. Yet the reason I flipped was because it was pitch black outside with cars driving by while my dog was in his cat identity crisis running around and smelling things like he’s invincible. Sometimes I honestly believe that animal thinks he has 9 lives.

To put an end to “family bonding”, I now need to teach Demon how to come back to me without a leash. Like I said, it ’s not a problem if there’s a fence around - it only gets out of hand when he feels freedom and I have to yell like an ogre for him to come back.

Anyone have tips for training Husky dogs, or really any dogs to come back without a leash?? I’m as clueless as my brother is when it comes to girls :S

CONGRATZZZZ BABY COLLIN FARREL FOR WINNING AN AWARD IN THE GOLDEN GLOBES THIS PAST SUNDAY LOVE YAHHH MA SHMEXY IRISH BABE ie: Collin Farrell! Hahahahahaha Nicole at xxmiss-nyxiexx did Jensen win a golden globe award? I think not :P


LOS ANGELES, Calif. --
Complete list of winners at Sunday’s 66th annual Golden Globes held by the Hollywood Foreign Press Association in Beverly Hills, Calif.:



MOTION PICTURES:
--Picture, Drama: “Slumdog Millionaire.”
--Picture, Musical or Comedy: “Vicky Christina Barcelona.”
--Actor, Drama: Mickey Rourke, “The Wrestler.”
--Kate Winslet, “Revolutionary Road.”
--Director: Danny Boyle, “Slumdog Millionaire.”
--Actor, Musical or Comedy: Colin Farrell, “In Bruges.”
--Actress, Musical or Comedy: Sally Hawkins, “Happy-Go-Lucky.”
--Supporting Actor: Heath Ledger, “The Dark Knight.”
--Supporting Actress: Kate Winslet, “The Reader.”
--Foreign Language Film: “Waltz With Bashir.”
--Animated Film: “Wall-E.”
--Screenplay: Simon Beaufoy, “Slumdog Millionaire.”
--Original Score: A.R. Rahman, “Slumdog Millionaire.”
--Original Song: “The Wrestler” (performed by Bruce Springsteen, written by Bruce Springsteen), “The Wrestler.”

Alright so i've been tagged by the awesomefly awesome Nichole at xxMiss-Nyxiexx

1. What are your nicknames?
Nicknames? Wow a lot.... Stace, Stacy Baby, Stace-E-, Puppet (long story), Tigger, and Mini XD

02. How does your hair look currently?
Tied up, really messy, very curly, yet wet cause I just took a shower :)

03. What's new in your life right now?
Now, the newest thing that happend is..... I GOT A BOYFRIEND!!

04. How many colors are you wearing now?
5, Striped Skull Shirt -Stripes are black and green- Skull is White. Betty Boop Pajama pants -Pants Black - Betty Boop Red.

05. Are you an introvert or extrovert?
VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY MUCH an Extrovert. Not shy at all, very social and always on the go with friends. And that's even when i'm low on shugaa ;)

06. What was the last book you read.
Last Book, Eclipse By Stephanie Meyer. Reading My Sister's Bones by this weird author for my English Book Report.

07. Do you nap a lot?
Nah, i never ever nap during the day, and usually when i go to bed at night it takes me HOURS to sleep.

08. Who is your favorite super hero?
THE JOKER XD!!

09. Is there anything that has made you happy these days?
My sudden crush on the 90210 Hottie "Ethan". The fact that my life-long crush in school asked me out and now we're boyfriend/girlfriend. and that everything in life is going swell :)

10. What's your current obsession?
My life is incomplete without 90210


and Ethan from 90210 *Swoons*


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11. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
1 hour and 45 minutes (to be exact). Meaning I get up at 6 take a shower, do the usual till like 7:45, then my driver takes my bro, my sis and moi to skool then we reach around 8 then yeaa :)

12. What websites do you visit daily?
Piczo, Livejournal, Photobucket, Flickr.

13. Do you write fic? What was the last fic you wrote?
Nope, not really into fanfics these days though I did get around writing a couple of fics for my HP RP characters, but they are hardly worth reading by you guys, and posting by myself.

14. What's the last thing you laughed about?
My Brother's New Haircut LMAOOOO ;) (Mohawk anyone?)

15. What's the last song that got stuck in your head?
Stop and Stare by One Republic :S

16. What's the last movie you saw?
Righteous Kill. Why you ask. Well because a bunch of my friends and I were off to see Bride Wars and it didn't come out where I am so yea we ended up seeing that :)

17. Do you buy or download the movies you watch?
Always Buy. It's usually the TV Series that I download ex: Gossip Girl, 90210, etc.

18. What is your least favourite thing to do that you did today?
Find the perfect birthday card for my boyfriend :S

19. Tag 7 peeps
5aled.livejournal.com
leehalcara.livejournal.com
holly_87.livejournal.com
aartesia.livejournal.com
peseudovirus.livejounral.com
sumlikeithaute.livejournal.com
prettytwilight.livejournal.com


PLUS::: Just a random remark i miss "ThisCocaine" and her awesome community "DieDieDenim"
*SOOOOOOOOOOBS*

I’m so happy that I will no longer have to deal with my computer being in European time when it feels like it or speaking Spanish to me when I try to print because I GOT A NEW LAPTOP!! This thing is insane, like I usually don’t get this stolked about technology but holy crow they this to me so fast and silent it’s crazy! If I turn the 22 inches of the monitor 90 degrees I can see a web page without scrolling…not to mention live in peace and sanity knowing that some troll living under a raggedy bridge didn’t steal my identity and buy a pink corvette with my hard earned cash.

The old laptop got something called Antivirus 360 which is a malicious bug that re-creates and duplicates itself allowing hackers to get to my personal info. (Yeah, I checked the description and almost fainted.) I was freaking out until 3am last night trying to get rid of it (when i was planning on going to bed at 9 while i was texting my friend and she was like, this early? Well yea.... not early!) because I not only didn’t get where it came from but also what it was capable of doing. My mother was screaming at me all “WHAT IN THE HELL DID YOU DO? WERE YOU SURFING PORN??!!!” while I shook my head and tried to get it fixed. No luck though, no luck. I’m guessing it’s sites like Limewire which I tried to stay away from but caved since I thought I might as well kill the almost 5 year old computer anyway.

My laptop is great though, it’s new and now with this laptop I don’t have to worry and I can spare a lot of yelling. I’m absolutely clueless when it comes to computers and stuff so when people think that I know anything about them just because I like making stuff on my Photoshop I’m all…LOL!! I feel like I really had no hope of fixing that old one, it’s so sad.

I also got this White Chocolate Mocha with Peppermint from Starbucks today and it’s seriously the best coffee I’ve ever had. It’s like happiness in a cup =D

I figure I need to do something new with my hair since change is in the air and it looks like my hair is eating my face. Right now it’s medium and thick…and it’s like the longer it gets the more it starts to devour my head. So I’m thinking of doing a “Victoria Beckham” sort of look to get a totally new look and do some light bangs that I can sweep to the side if I need to. I have this crazy little tattooed Asian lady who cuts my hair and dyes her dogs different colors. Whenever I come in it’s usually like something nuts in going on her head and her little yappy neon cotton ball of a dog runs out. She’s really the only person I’ve been able to semi-trust with my hair because she just gets what I’m trying to say so I don’t have to stiff it out in that chair like a wax figure consumed with inner-terror. Of all the hair horror stories I’ve lived through I could write a book, it would be called “Of Hair - an autobiographical novel”. I can see it now.

I’m hoping the hair will bring a new wave of confidence for my following errands I have do to for schoo;. Long story short – serious ass kicking will be done and desperate tantrums will be thrown (on behalf of moi) if and when I don’t get my way. It’s not my fault that their registration software is monkeyshit and doesn’t allow me to register for an elective class instead of art. NOT MY FAULT! I don’t even care if they make me go to the princepal or the head of the federal department for lunatics – all I want is someone to fix the software and spare me the nerves I’ve had to try and ignore.

One little thing about me if you haven’t caught on by now – I hate waiting. It’s what my nightmares are made of….well that and Trace Cyrus’ face…but I like getting a task done even if I don’t sleep the night because I can then move on with my life. If that’s not a given option then I sit there and slip slowly into madness.

My life will be a lot less tense after I get through that. Let's hope 2009 turns around for a change :(

Yay I won 2nd Place at the Icontest of Demi_Stillness

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